what kind of life ?

am i really stubborn ? i think i knew the answer ... that's yes ... i always being the stubborn way whatever i did if i want it to be ... but at the end only i realized why am i so stubborn and i will trying to give ways ... maybe this is one of my personality but i knew is not a good ... i'm not able to take it out as well ... because i'm the only one who loves to win everytime ... i scare to be loser actually ... feeling complicated now ... did i have to change out for this bad attitude ? i think so ... but how ? this is the problem ... i think time is the way can change me as well ... feeling so complicated ... so out of a sudden ... a lot of things pop-ing out ... i'm quite poor actually ... i'm not able to solve all these stuff at the same time ... i always telling people that i'm tough enough but i'm not actually ... i admit i'm a person who like to escape from the suffered ... i dun know what kind of person am i in others people mind ... maybe i'm a bored person ... or even i also dun really understand myself ? no comment at all ... lost myself ... lost the way ... wat can i do in next ? no idea ...

life

our life are full of expectation and realistic.
we are the only one who able to change the decision by making the miracle.
being a human being thats did not have a great power and confident ...
is better don't give a high expectation ...
otherwise u will fall down with miserable ...
between ...
we have to choose of reality with everything ...
because the society is damn reality ...

i hate love

Claude Kelly - I Hate Love

I hate the mornings 我讨厌这些清晨


Cause I know what they bring 我知道它们带来了什么

You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving 你很快起床，洗澡，离开我

And it sounds so selfish 听起来很自私

But i can't help but think 但是我除了想又能怎么样呢

That if you knew how much i needed you 你如果知道我多么需要你

You'd stay cause 你会留下，因为



I hate goodbyes 我讨厌再见

I hate these tears in my eyes 我讨厌我眼中的泪水

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime 我讨厌我自己每一次感觉你的方式

I've had enough 我受够了

I'm sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night 我已经厌倦了去期待他每天24小时在我身边

its way too much 太难以承受

I hate love yeahhyeahhh 我讨厌爱情

I hate love yeahh woooo 我讨厌爱情



I hate your phone calls 我讨厌你的来电

In the middle of the day 在每一天里

Cause you do is remind that my baby is so far away 因为你做的让我才意识到 我的宝贝已经离我远去

It drives me crazy 这就快要让我疯掉

Cause i need you with me 因为我需要你在我身边

I know its time for you to understand what i say that 我知道现在你应该理解我说的每一句话：



I hate goodbyes 我讨厌再见

I hate these tears in my eyes 我讨厌我眼中的泪水

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime 我讨厌我自己每一次感觉你的方式

I've had enough 我受够了

I'm sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night 我已经厌倦了去期待他每天24小时在我身边

its way too much 太难以承受

I hate love 我讨厌爱情





I don't want to feel this alone (I can't help it) 我不想孤身一人去感受了（我情不自禁）

Everytime you walked out that door 每次你走出房门

I start missing you (I can't help it no) 我开始想念你（不，我情不自禁）

Wish I didn't need you this much (I can't help it) 如果我不这么需要你该多好（我情不自禁）

But i love how it feels when we touch 但是我爱上我们肌肤相亲的感觉



I hate goodbyes 我讨厌再见

I hate these tears in my eyes 我讨厌我眼中的泪水

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime 我讨厌我自己每一次感觉你的方式

I've had enough 我受够了

I'm sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night 我已经厌倦了去期待他每天24小时在我身边





I hate goodbyes 我讨厌再见

I hate these tears in my eyes 我讨厌我眼中的泪水

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime 我讨厌我自己每一次感觉你的方式

I've had enough 我受够了

I'm sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night 我已经厌倦了去期待他每天24小时在我身边



I hate love 我讨厌爱情

I hate love 我讨厌爱情

I hate love 我讨厌爱情

you,
the person who able to affected me.

you ,

the person who bring me a stronger power.

you,

the person who can take me to wonderland.

you,

the person who might save me out of trouble.

you,

the person who cause me feel the sense of security.