friendship

sorry for posting in chinese ... 

最近的我变得好沉默，
就算现在都已经开始上课有两个星期了，
还是没有认识很多人，
有时真的会觉得我真的很酷，
还是我不善于沟通。
今天在别人的部落格看到他们的友情，
真得很羡慕，
因为他们都还有联络，
真得很像死党可是是很多人的党，
他们对彼此很坦白也应该没有秘密吧~~

最重要的是他们都还关心对方。

有时看到别人很要好时，

都不想去插入进去，

好像在做第三者这样，

所以选择自己一个人，

这样就不会多多是非了。

突然觉得友情已离我远远了，

再也抓不回了，

所以我也学会了独立。

bored aeon = =

today wake up at 9 something ...
online ...
after that take bath and breakfast ...
going to aeon ...
very hot weather ...
cause i became black = =
the purpose going to aeon was buy high heel ...
but finally i did not bought anythings ...
my sis bought a high heel ...
quite nice but she bought white colour ...
i felt black nicer because looks more cool ... haha
then just shopping as usual ...
we reached home about 2 something ...
tired = =
then just online and watch drama ...
i'm going to start studies since tomorrow ...
not really feel nervous or excited anymore ...
just worried about where is the bus station for me to take bus from taman chi liung to klang ... swt
i must bear with this for half year time ...
after that maybe will be feel more relax ...
gambateh ! ^^

last day to enter my hostel

today just online and do housework ...
time just pass by ...
after my dinner ...
hong quan suddenly called me up and wanna fetch me to hostel and pack my stuff ...
then i asked my mother wanna go or not ...
she scare will raining so she didn't followed ...
then i sms and asked pei ching ...
finally she accept my invited and help me ^^
about 9.30 hong quan only came to fetch me ...
on the way only realize i forget to bring keys = =
then we go back home and take keys ...
after that 10 something only fetch pei ching ...
we keep talking gossip in car ... Nyek Nyek ~~
about 11.10 only we reach hostel ...
that time only i realize forgot to bring id card to enter the hostel ...
the guard dun allow us to pack my stuff at the same time ...
then i argue with the guard and pei ching looks like Gong Gong ... haha
after that the guard only allowed us to enter and pack up but they dun allowed the car enter ...
when we started to keep stuff ...
i keep talking but pei ching is the one who are keeping the stuff ... haha
jia pai seh neh ~~
because i dun know how to keep ...
luckily got pei ching help me ... haha
so we just walked 3 rounds and take my stuff from my room to outside of the hostel ...
quite heavy and tired ... swt
the car is fully with my stuff ...
fortunately still got a seat for pei ching at behind ...
on the way going back ...
pei ching sleeping at car ...
then i just keep sms ...
hong quan concentrate on driving ...
he drives quite fast maybe because he doesn't talk ...
then about 12 something reach pei ching house ...
she was very blur ...
because i bye bye with her she also didnt answer me and walked a big round back to her house ... haha
about 1 then i reached home lurhxxx ...
my mother came out and help me ...
really a lot of stuff ...
then hong quan also quite pai seh because my mother said wanna give hima ang pau when new year that time ...
he keep rejected ... haha
after that my mother busy with keep all those stuff then i keep talking and walking around ...
then my mother scold me only i started to keep ... haha
we finished keep all the stuff about 2 something ...
then just go and sleep lurhxxx ...
tired ~~


thx my ai lang and hong quan today ... you guys really help me a lot for today ... a great with fully thx to YOU ^^

time square~~

today woke up quite early in the morning ...
i'm so sorry to pei ching and hong quan ...
because they called me early in the morning but i didnt answer their called ...
it's a good thing about hong quan can woke up so early ...
but he slept forward after that(i think so) ... haha
after that i woke up and keep walking around because i don't know what else am i doing ... swt
i make up today for shopping ...
maybe i'm flirt-ing around nowadays ...
so i use to make up ...
but my front hair is long ...
so i have to make it up ...
looks mature and ugly ...
because my front hair it's quite short if i want to make it up but it's quite long for just set it down forward ...
after that we went to bat kut teh at taman rahsna ...
the service very bad ...
some more the staff talk indian language to us ... zzz
how could we understand as well ? then i keep looking at them with blur ... haha
after we finished ...
just going towards time square ...
i and pei ching keep talking in car but other people just silence and sleep as well but not the driver ...
not really slow shopping and enjoyable for today ...
because we help those guy to choosed clothes but not for ourselves ...
when shopping at time square ...
we were rushed with the shopping so i just bought few clothes and pei ching jsut bought one dress ...
no nice short pant is selling ... zzz
got one in popteen quite nice but no more size ... swt
finally ...
we take our dinner at lucky ten in bbk ...
it's valuable and nice ...
i ordered lamb chop but other people just ordered different type of chicken chop ...
i meet "ice cream(a human being)" there ...
he having birthday celebratin in there ...
got shocked because so long didnt meet him already ...
after finished dinner ...
we just went back to home ...
at the same time only i know that ...
everyone of them also did not bought clothes enough ...
maybe those clothes is not so nice nowadays ...
so we got bought less clothes = =

at toilet ... xD

expensive clothes ... not worth but nice ... hehe

pyramid & kp travel^^

about 10 o'clock , i and my sis leave house and going to pyramid ... feeling quite tired because i have eat nothing then just going towards pyramid ...
when we reach there ...
we shop old wing baru new wing ...
first we went to sasa and asked for cosmetics ...
but few things but costly ...
pokai edy = =
she very kacau ...
a while wanna buy skin food but want h20 or maybe the face shop ...
but at the end she choosed skin food ...
while she is asking the girl about the products ...
i keep walking around and see the nail varnish ...
quite nice ...
i saw a gold colour but 15.90 ...
it's worth ?
haha ...
a bit wondering of that ...
at the end i didnt buy it ...
cuz i have a lot of nail varnish but i havent use it ...
cannot be greedy ~~
after that we went to ramen ...
i ordered kimchi ramen and my sis ordered fried rice only ...
the ramen not very nice because it is not spicy enough ...
i love spicy ~~ wow !
but must control nowadays ...
pimples keep kacau me ... zzz
after that we continue shop new wing ...
that time only started to but clothes ...
happy ~~
but i just bought one pants for whole day shopping ...
my sis also just bought few clothes only ...
we planned to buy shoes there actually ...
but didnt have any is nice ...
quite disappointed = =
so we planning to buy at aeon next time ...
i bought few clothes for this cny ...
maybe my required is quite high or maybe it's nothing nice clothes for me ...
my last shopping center is only time square ...
so i MUST buy from there ...
otherwise i will be crazy ... swt
after pyramid ... we went to kp ...
i bought a t shirt there only for 15 riggit cuz i bought it from fair ...
quite nice and simple ...
like it so much ... muakxxx ~~
reach home about 9 ...
after that just seeking some part time job because today spend quite a lot ...
even my pocket money aslo spend jorhxxx ... swt
my front hair long jorhxxx ...
thinkng of wanna to cut off or just make it up ...
which one nicer ?
umm ~~

a bit aunty look = =look so chan = =

remaining this ?

hot weather ==

wake up quite early today ...
because have to go to ALC and ask for the course information ...
after that i accompany mother go for bank and dun know wats the places called as ... haha
then keep walking here and there ...
very hot man !!!
sweat a lot ...
i think i have been slim for 2 kg edy ...
but i have become 60 % of darlie ...
about 2 o'clock only take my breakfast ...
ops ! is consider as lunch ...
slim for 2 kg once again ... haha
i'm feel so sorry to a lot of people because i withdraw with the course that i'm taking ...
cuz it happened so out of a sudden ...
maybe can counted as a suprise ...
if the people is stingy ...
i'm sure they are angry with me now ...
the only thing i can do is apologize ...
maybe it's too late to apologize but i still want to say ...
GALS ... I'M SUPER SORRY WITH THAT ...
nothing special for today ...
just online and find some part time job cuz i really lack of money ...
no money to buy new year clothes ...
don't dare to required from parents ...
i decided to study at ALC tomorrow ...
but my sister suggested i study at IPAQ ...
so she just took those information from there and express to me ...
then i just listened to her and study at there ...
so i have to wasting my time at home around 1 week to 2 weeks like that only started my study ...
bored life ...
I WANT PART TIME JOB !!! ARGHHH

a new started

2010 ... it's good year for everyone ? maybe is just for some of them but not all of them ...
just came back from college today ... feeling tired ...
planning to taking account course but do not want to continue my business administration course anymore ...
very tired and wasting time to studying in tarc ...
but the exam is coming ...
do i have to attend the exam as well ?
no idea ...
and i'm not sure what course that i really use for my future ...
so i rather to pick a course that easier for job later ...
when i telling my mother about this ...
she was doesn't seems happy but i can felt that she was happy in heart because she no need to worry about my safety in tarc alone anymore ...
and i have more time to accompany her as well ...
MOTHER ! I'M COMING BACK ...
MAYBE I CANT REALLY HELP YOU IN TIME ...
BUT AT LEAST I CAN LET THE WORRIES AWAY FROM YOU ...
FORGIVE ME WHEN I'M NAUGHTY AND DO NOT LISTEN TO YOU ...
FORGIVE MY IMMATURE AND SILLY ATTITUDE ...
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO PUT MY BAD ATTITUDE ASIDE ...
I LOVE YOU !!! MUAKXXX ^^
i know because of i want to stop studying in tarc ...
a lot of people will scolding me about i were wasting my time and money for the half year in tarc ...
i just wish that i didn't make any decision wrongly once again ...
i must do something to prove that i'm not only know to play ...
i always think that why i can't be freedom as others ...
clubbing ? shopping ? hanging out ? what are that actually ?
maybe it just a way for relax and make ownself feeling more happy but nothing else ...
at the same time ...
the money is FLYING ~~
we can do nothing if without money ...
so we MUST learn to earn before spend ...
but i still being immature ...
keep wasting money and doing nothing ...
time is passing ...
but nothing is doing ...
what else ?