a new started

2010 ... it's good year for everyone ? maybe is just for some of them but not all of them ...
just came back from college today ... feeling tired ...
planning to taking account course but do not want to continue my business administration course anymore ...
very tired and wasting time to studying in tarc ...
but the exam is coming ...
do i have to attend the exam as well ?
no idea ...
and i'm not sure what course that i really use for my future ...
so i rather to pick a course that easier for job later ...
when i telling my mother about this ...
she was doesn't seems happy but i can felt that she was happy in heart because she no need to worry about my safety in tarc alone anymore ...
and i have more time to accompany her as well ...
MOTHER ! I'M COMING BACK ...
MAYBE I CANT REALLY HELP YOU IN TIME ...
BUT AT LEAST I CAN LET THE WORRIES AWAY FROM YOU ...
FORGIVE ME WHEN I'M NAUGHTY AND DO NOT LISTEN TO YOU ...
FORGIVE MY IMMATURE AND SILLY ATTITUDE ...
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO PUT MY BAD ATTITUDE ASIDE ...
I LOVE YOU !!! MUAKXXX ^^
i know because of i want to stop studying in tarc ...
a lot of people will scolding me about i were wasting my time and money for the half year in tarc ...
i just wish that i didn't make any decision wrongly once again ...
i must do something to prove that i'm not only know to play ...
i always think that why i can't be freedom as others ...
clubbing ? shopping ? hanging out ? what are that actually ?
maybe it just a way for relax and make ownself feeling more happy but nothing else ...
at the same time ...
the money is FLYING ~~
we can do nothing if without money ...
so we MUST learn to earn before spend ...
but i still being immature ...
keep wasting money and doing nothing ...
time is passing ...
but nothing is doing ...
what else ?